Billie Eilish – Everything I Wanted: Lyrics and Music Video

I had a dream
I got everything i wanted
Not what you’d think
And if i’m being honest

It might have been a nightmare
To anyone who might care

Thought i could fly
So i stepped off the golden
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed

I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care

I had a dream
I got everything i wanted
But when i wake up, i see
You with me

And you say
As long as i’m here
No one can hurt you
Don’t wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If i could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn’t wonder why you hear
“they don’t deserve you”

I tried to scream
But my head was under water
They called me weak
Like i’m not just somebody’s daughter

Could’ve been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But i don’t wanna let anybody know
’cause everybody wants something from me now
And i don’t wanna let ’em down

I had a dream
I got everything i wanted
But when i wake up, i see
You with me

And you say
As long as i’m here
No one can hurt you
Don’t wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If i could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn’t wonder why you hear
“they don’t deserve you”

If i knew it all then, would i do it again?
Would i do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?

If i knew it all then, would i do it again?
Would i do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?