By myself What do I do to ignore them behind me?Do I follow my instincts blindly?Do I hide my pride from these bad dreamsAnd give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?Do I sit here and try to stand it?Or do I try to catch them red-handed?Do I trust some and get fooled by phoninessOr…
 
I remembered black skies The lightning all around me I remembered each flash As time began to blur Like a startling sign That fate had finally found me And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason To prove me wrong To wash this memory clean Let…
 
Hit the floor There are just too manytimes that peoplehave tried to look inside of mewondering what i think of youand i protect you out of courtesytoo many times that i’veheld onwhen i needed to push awayafraid to say what was on my mindafraid to say what i need to saytoo manythings that you said…
 
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There’s something inside me That pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear Is never ending, controlling I can’t seem to find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a…
 
Breaking The habit Memories consumeLike opening the woundI’m picking me apart againYou all assumeI’m safe here in my room[unless I try to start again]I don’t want to be the oneThe battles always chooseCause inside I realizeThat I’m the one confusedI don’t know what’s worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don’t know why I…
 
With you I woke up in a dream todayTo the cold of the staticAnd put my cold feet on the floorForgot all about yesterdayRemembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymoreA little taste of hypocrisyAnd I’m left in the wake of the mistakeSlow to reactEven though you’re so close to meYou’re still so distantAnd…
 
Your blades are sharpened with precision Flashing your favorite point of view I know you’re waiting in the distance Just like you always do Just like you always do Already pulling me in Already under my skin And i know exactly how this ends, i Let you cut me open Just to watch me bleed…
 
Bleed It Out yea here we go for the hundredth time,hand grenade pins in every line,throw em up and let something shine.going out of my fucking mind.filthy mouth, no excuse.find a new place to hang this noose.string me up from a top these roofs.knot it tight so i wont get loose.truth is you can stop…
 
Given Up Wake in a sweat againAnother day’s been laid to wasteIn my disgraceStuck in my head againFeels like I’ll never leave this placeThere’s no escapeI’m my own worst enemy…I’ve given upI’m sick of feelingIs there nothing you can sayTake this all awayI’m suffocatingTell me what the fuck is wrong with meI don’t know what…
 
Numb i’m tired of being what you want me to befeeling so faithlesslost under the surfacei don’t know what you’re expecting of meput under the pressureof walking in your shoes[caught in the undertowJust caught in the undertow]every step that i take is another mistake to youi’vebecome so numbi can’t feel you therebecome so tiredso much…
 
One step closer I cannot take this anymoreI’m saying everything I’ve said beforeAll these words they make no senseI find bliss in ignoranceLess I hear the less you’ll sayBut you’ll find that out anywayJust like before…Everything you say to meTakes me one step closer to the edgeAnd I’m about to breakI need a little room…
 
(it starts with one) One thing, i don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind, i designed this rhyme To explain in due time (all i know) Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of…
 
A Place For My Head I watch how theMoon sits in the sky in the dark nightShining with the light from the sunThe sun doesn’t give life to the moon to assumingThe moon’s going to owe it oneIt makes me think of how you act to me you doFavors and then rapidly you justTurn around…
 
Paper cut Why does it feel like night today?Something in here’s not right today.Why am I so uptight today?Paranoia’s all I got leftI don’t know what stressed me firstOr how the pressure was fedBut I know just what it feels likeTo have a voice in the back of my headIt’s like a face that I…